the zoo

[instar]

There is one visit during the day from a lady down the street who has made the girls a casserole, on the grounds that it can be hard to remember to eat when bereaved. Bella thanks her sincerely, sniffles a little, and sends her on her way. The casserole is shared around for lunch. Bella asks Ax what Andalites eat, and when she finds out, she locates a bag of grass clippings in the backyard that he pronounces acceptable. She also asks him how he eats them. By way of illustration, he steps both forehooves into the bag of clippings.

Night falls.

They can all go to the Seattle zoo and acquire everything they can get their hands on.

Comments

[morphbox]

<Will it be the French toast again?>

[aeskhyne]

"Probably not," he says. "There's not much more bread. I might do pancakes. Or something with bacon."

[morphbox]

<I do not know what those things are, but suspect it will be pleasant to find out.>

[aeskhyne]

"I bet you're right!"

[morphbox]

<We are no longer talking about what you originally wished to talk about,> Ax observes.

[aeskhyne]

"Yeah. But I'm still doing what I came here for."

[morphbox]

<I don't understand.>

[aeskhyne]

"Well... back to the other day," he says. "When you said you didn't want to be compared to Yeerks. I wasn't really hearing that the way you meant it. I mean, I did, I understood the words and what you were talking about, but I had a whole different reaction to it that wasn't about you or what you were saying so much as it was about... other stuff that's happened in my life. And what I'm trying to do is change that reaction, so if you tell me you don't want me to do something I can listen instead of getting scared and running away. Finding other ways to be nice to you helps with that. I don't know why, but it does."

[morphbox]

<...Ah.>

[aeskhyne]

Trouble shrugs.

[morphbox]

<Do I need to be cautious about how I phrase things? With you, with humans generally?>

[aeskhyne]

"Couldn't tell you about other humans. With me... I don't think how you phrase things is so much the problem. It's just how you came off when you said that one thing, and how everybody else seemed to take it, and how I was feeling right then. I ended up feeling like somebody was going to try to make me act a certain way, and - I have problems with that."

[morphbox]

<Princess Bella does not seem to think that she can make you do things,> offers Ax.

[aeskhyne]

"Yeah. She knows."

[morphbox]

<I do not really understand the structure of this group. Princess Bella clarified a few things, but was then distracted and then Andi came in with the glowing shapes.>

[aeskhyne]

"We don't have much of a structure," says Trouble. "Which parts did Bella clarify? I could tell you some of the rest."

[morphbox]

<She said that she is not really the leader even though no one else more exactly meets the description. She is willing to lead me, and can typically convince her sister to do things, and is still unsure of how things will work out in the long run with Charlie, and can often convince Robin that good ideas are good ideas, and is generally "crossing her fingers and hoping" about you and Ethan.>

[aeskhyne]

"Ethan and Robin are best friends," says Trouble. "Ethan pretty much doesn't care about anybody but her. He'll do whatever he thinks is good for Robin. Which right now means saving the world from the Yeerks."

[morphbox]

<Ah.>

[aeskhyne]

"And me, well, I have problems with people telling me what to do, but I wanna save the world too." He snorts softly. "Or die trying."

[morphbox]

<I don't know how you expect to be part of an effective unit without a command structure. Did you want to be the leader instead of Princess Bella?>

[aeskhyne]

"I could," he says. "Might solve a few things. But nah, I don't really want to."

[morphbox]

<I don't understand how this is supposed to work,> says Ax.

[aeskhyne]

"Nobody does."

[morphbox]

<That seems even less likely to be effective.>