aeskhyne: (① loves to light the fuse)
Trouble ([personal profile] aeskhyne) wrote in [personal profile] instar 2013-10-16 07:09 pm (UTC)

Trouble is so entirely not sorry.

And he gets another rush when she moves him. It's so different from hosting Aspret it almost doesn't remind him of her at all; for one thing, hosting Aspret never got him off like this. Hosting Bella is like - like freefall, like orbit, like falling falling falling and never hitting the ground. The metaphor flashes through his mind in immersive detail—falling isn't something you do, it's something that happens to you, something out of your control, tumbling through icy winds with your eyes closed, scared and hurting, but you're safe, because in this metaphor there will never be anything to hit. There is only the fall.

And he really likes it.

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